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1.
Only When I 03:51
You didn’t teach me I taught myself thru you You didn’t heal me but I healed From the things that you do We didn’t want each other baby We wanted something so much more To feel the rarest of feelings That which opens all doors Don’t shut them all too quickly There might not always be more I’ll spread your love so thickly so i can Reminisce some more Even if we’re done for Even if it’s really sore I’ll take it all Take it all Take it all Sometimes it feels like I Could give it all up to be held by you But that’s not all the time No not all the time Only when I can’t breathe Only when I wanna believe Only when it’s late at night Only when it don’t feel right Only when I touch my body Only when I’m feeling naughty Only when you’re far away Far away Far away Only when I can’t breathe Only when I wanna believe Only when it’s late at night Only when it don’t feel right Only when I touch my body Only when I’m feeling naughty Only when you’re far away Far away Far away
2.
Glow 02:45
I dance with myself Like there is nobody else in the world I fall to the floor And I fill the whole room with salty tears I swim out of the window And into the night I am howling I am screaming I am glowing from inside Do I dare to feel this feeling Oh how you looked at me Like you’d forgotten why we’re here Where we’re going What it all means It might all mean nothing But you mean something to me I squeeze a little tighter And suddenly I’m holding my own body There’s an empty space Where you once offered yourself to me My mom knows I’ll be alright But she’ll be glad I’m home She’s always casting spells for me Working hard for me Keeping guard for me I swim out of the window And into the night I am howling I am screaming I am glowing from inside Do I dare to feel this feeling
3.
Dusk 02:51
Oh she told me She gets lonely When the sky changes from day to night That's when her demons come say hey Dusk is always harder for my baby So I told her Not to be afraid That I’d think of her at that time of day So I think about when her eyes light up I think about when her eyes light up the world The whole wide world But the world don’t matter When we’re looking at each other Oh she’s got this way of making you feel like You’ve lived a thousand times and never gonna die And she shines illuminated by the strobe light She smiles and everything will be alright In the world The whole wide world But the world don’t matter When we’re looking at each other But the world don’t matter When we’re looking at each other
4.
Sweet talking my way thru another funny day I’m not here in the first place I’ve been replaced Haven’t quite met this new self of mine Tell me it’ll all be fine Tell me I don’t need to say the lines I’m fine getting stoned alone With all of this time Maybe I’ll finally be mine Dressing myself for the day Like I’m on my way to the grand parade I catch my eye in the mirror And smile back at myself Opened up some boxes that are filled With pieces of me All of those years trying to squeeze Into boxes that didn’t fit all of me I realise what it all means When I’m looking into mother's eyes I’m looking into mother’s eyes Cause I’m sitting in the corner of my mind I don’t mean to sit here so much of the time Tears rolling I’m shaking but I’m fine I’ll be running into you all the time I want you but I don’t want you to be mine I want you but I don’t want you to be mine Feels like the paradox of my life Feels like I’ll get there one step at a time We’ve been balancing on the finest line Loving you’s the cure and the crime Loving you’s the cure and the crime The words are there they’re knocking at our teeth I’m feeling bare and hot head to feet I’ve got nowhere to go and no one to meet I see it now I see my heart beat I see it now I see what I need To be sitting in the corner of my mind To be sitting in the corner of my mind Sitting in the corner of my mind Sitting in the corner of my mind Sitting in the corner of my mind Sitting in the corner of my mind Sitting in the corner of my mind
5.
Be brutally honest Be brutally honest to me With my whole world as your witness Lay it all on me I don’t want you to hold back any little thing I’m ready to have my heart broken I’ll blow wind in your sails I’ll even walk you to the door But please tell me What you really think what you really think I think I need your words To feel like daggers in this love For only then could I give up The hope in my heart For each time that I try To put out my hope A little flame lingers And I’m back on your door So be brutally honest to me baby I know you can It’ll help me to get out While I still can How to get out of love How to get out of love How to get out of love How to get out of love I’ll blow wind in your sails I’ll even walk you to the door But please tell me What you really think what your really think Of me Of me How to get out of love How to get out of love As if it wasn’t hard enough How to get out of love I guess i’m just a little drunk On a tiny piece of hope And i wonder if it’ll ever really go away
6.
Has it started or is it already over The way you looked at me Made me want to believe That there’s something Take me to bed And do the things that we said We wouldn’t do But what can you do When it’s too hard not not It’s heavy and it’s light as air You know it I’ve seen how you stare You’re giving me something rare Oh how it’s been fuelling my flare How beautiful to really care Lie down on that bed of clouds I wanna come down from spinning round Standing too close to fire Wanna play it cool but also wanna get higher I’ll be there for you whatever you wanna do I’ll be fine I’ll be fine Let’s do it right this time It’s heavy and it’s light as air You know it I’ve seen how you stare You’re giving me something rare Oh how it’s been fuelling my flare How beautiful to really care
7.
Dirty Mouth 02:54
I want nothing I want it all now I’ve got a dirty mouth I’m not gonna wash it out I’ve got baggage It’s got big wheels I’ve got a little dog Biting at my heels I’m not gonna heal you Not gonna make your dreams come true Don’t touch me Don’t even look at me I’ve got lazer beams Coming out my eyes Do you still really Wanna mess with me Wanna mess with me Wanna mess with me I got tough cause I had enough I was a girl with a big heart And they really roughed me up My body fell asleep When they took it away from me But I got it back Now I do what I like with it Do what I like with it Do what I like with it Yeah Show me your soft spot Have some pillow talk Your sweat tastes salty Your brakes are faulty Watch the sky don’t feel shame Talking back don’t feel shame Saying no saying no saying no Dressed up letting go letting go Dirty mouth don’t feel shame Stepping out of the frame
8.
Lonely Crowd 04:49
You’re not ready for the comedown It’ll turn it all upside down When it’s all over I’ll call you for company That’s your medicine I’ll be trying to come back to me She needs me more than you do I’ll be happy for you whether I’m there Whether you’re not Whether we’re anywhere, anywhere Anywhere, anywhere Anywhere, anywhere Always lonely in a crowd I don’t always mean to talk so loud Tell the fishes I say hello I’ll make some wishes and burn them in the snow I don’t need a place in your happiness For me to feel happy for you I just want to see you smile Whenever I can Whenever you let me in, let me in Let me in, let me in Let me in, let me in Always lonely in a crowd I don’t always mean to talk so loud Tell the fishes I say hello I’ll make some wishes and burn them in the snow
9.
When you were dreaming I looked in I saw everything I saw fresh new grass That’s growing it’s growing You’ve got a big big heart It’s showing it’s showing I never knew you like that It’s something quite special I’m addicted to getting on your level Never wanted to make it all blue I just wanted to get into bed I’m walking thru the sweet sweet memories I keep for nights when I can’t sleep I remember all the times we loved I remember all the places we could only go Just you and I Lovers by night But when the day came We were back to the same I’m a lover I feel it now I’m a lover Just never knew how But now I got there I’m a lover So let me love you Whatever the weather You’re trouble It’s trouble But it bubbles right over And makes me feel over the moon You make me feel over the moon You making me feel over the moon You make me feel over the moon I’m a lover I feel it now I’m a lover Just never knew how But now I got there I’m a lover So let me love you
10.
Driveby 03:44
Taking turns to draw a circle in the sand Your hand quivers And I shiver On days you’d sail away I would try to find my own way On days you’d sail away I would try to find my own way home Oh the loss of you The loss of you Will haunt me through and through Oh the loss of you The loss of you Will haunt me through and through Drifting driveby Shoot at anything that moves Slowly sinking ship nobody can rescue On days you’d sail away I would try to find my own way On days you’d sail away I would try to find my own way home Oh I’ve been waiting for you Waiting for you To tell me where to go from here I’ve been waiting for you Waiting for you To tell me where to go from here
11.
Velvet Mood 02:02
Wake up I’m right here Been howling At you dear A volcano erupted And the stars fell one by one And finally I’m done right And it’s a kite trapped in my mind But I don’t mind I think of your hands on my body And they feel nice Just one more night And there’s love pouring out my eyes And onto your plate We’ve got it mighty fine Whenever we like There’s a velvet kind of mood And the pleasure’s like pudding And I’m winning and I’m sinning Take a page from my dream That I’m living I’m spinning The world it keeps on turning The world it keeps on turning So tender I’m ended Surrendered to you So tender I’m ended Surrendered to you
12.
Lovesick 04:13
I ache for you but it doesn’t paint me blue I can’t help thinking about All of the perks of loving you Even if I have to hold this love alone Until it passes through I keep thinking about All of the work I had to do But it all fades away to nothing When I think of you I’m sick with love it’s got me where it hurts Got struck from above if only these things worked I can’t help thinking about All of the perks of loving you Even if I have to hold this love alone Until it passes through I keep thinking about All of the work I had to do But it all fades away to nothing When I think of you Yeah it all fades away to nothing When I think of you Would it be alright if we sat side by side And didn’t say a single word Just let ourselves drown in the sweet sunny silence And maybe we’d just know why it can’t be so I can’t help thinking about All of the perks of loving you Even if I have to hold this love alone Until it passes through I keep thinking about All of the work I had to do But it all fades away to nothing When I think of you Yeah it all fades away to nothing When I think of you It just fits so good it just works so right It just fits so good it just works so right Like you could never hold me tight Tight enough yeah It just fits so good It just works so right Like you could never hold me tight Tight enough yeah I ache for you I ache for you

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released March 19, 2021

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